I think im through with everything.

I dont even know why im back here blogging.

A year has gone and i still remember the beginning.

Still remembering your every action that hurt me.

Your every smile that made me smile too.

Those sadness in me.

Never understood how i was able to go pass everyday.

Never ever wondered those silly things i have done.

And always regretting it in the end.

Believing in my daily horoscope made me into someone who always watch out for everything.

Weird but true,everything that was said,it mostly happened.

Dreams never come true for me.

I was never able to get what i wanted.

"The thing you want the most is what most difficult to get"

Its true but i didnt want to believe in it.

Once in a bluse moon someone said.

But still i dont want it to be true.

Im talking nonsense here and i dont know why.

-olivia